Method-of -my-Insanity-Nita

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Location: Wichita, KS, United States

Perhaps the most boring person you could ever come across..

Friday, August 31, 2007

Silent But Deadly...

No! We're not talking about bodily functions that reek really really bad most the time! Nope, what I meant was that I've been a really really bad blogger- and not religiously posting to keep y'all up to date about what's been up with me, and my griping and bitching about what's going on politically, and in terms of local events...Nope! I just kind of sort of got submerged in my crochet,knitting, and yarn obssession/addiction....Speaking of which, I have a blog that is exclusively about that, and if you click on that link beneath this paragraph, you can visit it, if you'd care to!

http://hookntwine.blogspot.com/2007/08/hiya-hiya-circular-needles.html

Anyway, the other new thing is the play list...that's where all that lovely "Nita-style" music is coming from....- That was something I'd wanted to do for a while...find some way to add some music to my blogs that wasn't midi files or wav files...So far this seems like a pretty viable, totally cool way to get that accomplished!

The weather here has been hellishly hot...Not so sure that the three digit temperatures or the hellacious humidity is worse...either way, I sure haven't been wandering far from home if I can help it- especially durring the heat of the day, as it were!

Molly update...I don't know if my dog is just flat out strange, or what! But, she LOVES getting her little nose into Pepperoni and Egg Rolls...( Not to mention her deep abiding love for Bacon and Pizza..) Other than her allergies and fleas giving her fits, Molly is the same ol' spoiled rotten over grown puppy she tends to be anyway! (Hm...I wonder if doggy treat manufacturers have figured out a way to make doggy egg roll treats....I somehow think THAT would be RIGHT up Molly Christine's alley! LOL..) Molly's other recent accomplishment is she's VERY good at treeing cats! Just last night she treed a really pretty little male golden tiger stripe kitty in the Chinese elm tree in our front yard!! (Yes! She was VERY smug over THAT little accomplishment!)

One of the feline critters from hell had a litter last Sunday...only one baby kitty, this time..and he's beautiful...pure white...and already has a very adventuresome streak about him! ( Did I mention he's definitely a male...looks like he's already got the bump that's going to turn into Kitty Cat dangly bits...) Anyway, he's sure a cutie!
As for the other for, they're still as aloof and a bit feral as always. They definitely DO NOT like human to kitty contact....

Other than that..there's really nothing new to tell, on this end!

Saturday, August 11, 2007

Thought I'd add a little ear candy for everyone that drops in...

I finally found a way to add some music to my blog..So, I hope you guys like it...
I basically put a mixture of music I've loved over the course of my life...and a few songs to remember and honor those that have gone on before me-
"Wind Beneath My Wings" and "I sure miss you" is for my late Mother, Ina G. Love 1917-1973..
And, "Angels in waiting" for my cousins Mark and Brad...Mark died in August of 2001 of cancer, Brad died in a flash flood outside Abilene, Kansas.. I still haven't found the PERFECT song to remember my Grandma Love by...Nothing seems to fit or feel right on that count. But, that doesn't mean I Don't love Grandma any less...and still have a HUGE gaping hole in my heart that she took with her when she left!

But, other than that, everything else is music I loved as a kid and still do today as an adult. ( Basically there's a mixture of stuff from the 60's to today...Well, the last few years anyway. Not to mention I couldn't get some of the songs I REALLY wanted, and didn't have enough room to get them all...But, I think 75 songs or so should be enough to rock this blog!!) Maybe, if I have a few hours some other time, I'll put together another play list and alternate the two...( Seeing as it took me a good three hours or so to put this first one together!)

I'm really disgusted that neither matter on the ballot Tuesday had enough votes to make either of them happen. It's just like I said last time, Wichita is the MOST ass backwards place I've seen. We're still living as if it's the 1970's or 1980's or something! Geez, People get with the times, why don't ya! End of Rant....

We finally went and did our big bill of groceries for the month, the other day. So, now, maybe I'll have a little leeway in having things actually on hand to make dinner. Let ME tell you, it felt great to fill up the trunk of the car with groceries...And got more for my money at Aldi's than I would've at Dillon's or Wal Mart!

To be honest, my griping fascination with current events, what decisions politicians make that effect the common man and the like have been put on the back burner due to my really getting into the knitting thing. Yes, the bug has bitten...but, damn! It's SO expensive! Okay, I admit I'm to blame for that, in so far as, while I don't mind Boye hooks...I can get by using them if that's all I've got. But, the truth of it is, I'm swiftly learning I like the Hiya Hiya needles way better. ( They're circulars..but, they make A LOT of difference, in so far as the joins are better made so that the yarn doesn't catch or snag on the joins like it tends to do with the Boye...Not to mention the fact that oddly enough, that while I'd prefer to exclusively use the Susan Bates Silvalume crochet hooks, I find I detest the knitting needles in the Susan Bates brand...ugh..worse than the Boye Crochet hooks as far as I'm concerned!) As it stands, for the baby blanket I've got started, I've only got TWO more squares to go before I can get those last six squares of the 36 assembled, and get going on the eding. I'm not sure what my next project is going to be- either that baby hoodie for "Little Britches" or the Noro scarf I've planned for myself this winter.

Anyway, That's pretty much the latest in this nick of the woods! So,what's up with you guys?!

Sunday, August 5, 2007

Seems "Houston" had technical Difficulties in South Central Kansas, as it were!

Well....I think the subject line pretty well explains my absence...Technical Difficulties of the Computer kind...you see, I've got for hellish beasts that some would lovingly call cats...Angel, Roscoe Nathaniel, Beavis, and Butthead. Seems that Beavis and Butthead decided they were gonna race....behind the computer desk, no less! And, well, between the two of them they yanked the power cord off the back of the monitor as they raced behind the computer desk...and me, being the ditz I am, I thought the monitor had totally petered out or was totally messed up- hence, a trip to visit the Geek Squad. Well....we DID make that trip, and I forgot the power cord for the monitor. Seeing as I knew Dad wasn't exactly keen on another trip out to Best Buy, I decided to tinker with it myself- nothing more serious than taking the monitor to the plug in in the kitchen and see if I could get the monitor to power on. It worked. So, then I decided I'd re-connect everything, and see if I could get it to work...and what do you know! Houston, we got lift off!!! It worked. Thing is, I didn't connect the speakers to the right place in the back of the tower- they power on, but, no audio.- But, that's okay. Granted, for the time being, I'll miss the audio aspect of cyberspace. but, for the most part, for what I want to do, doesn't really require sound...or whatever.

Hm..Political Happenings? Well...Tuesday there's the big vote to bring expanded gaming to Sedgwick County. Me, personally, I'm all for it! If it means millions of dollars we don't already have in the city's coffers...added jobs and other major plusses- I say bring it on! But, on the other hand, it really IS exasperating....those that raise hell over any sort of progress, yet, they want to dwell in their delusional fantasies that Wichita, KS is a Tourist's fantasy....and live in a warped reality that Wichita is really a "With It" Place....really annoy and irk the hell out of me! Big time! Let's get totally real and face it- Wichita is twenty years behind the REST of the nation in terms of progress, cultural offerings and the like! Just the other day, I was talking to Mom, and she told me about how they rose such hell over the Liquor by the drink legislation way back in the day...How it was going to expotentially make the drinking problem worse in the community...funny how that didn't really change anything....They rose hell over bringing the Lotto to Kansas...that sure didn't change anything, either...And, now that the liquor stores are open for a few hours on Sundays- that sure hasn't changed anything either....Point is even IF Expanding Gaming DOES get voted in and comes to Sedgwick County, it really isn't going to significantly change anything in terms of the quality or improvement of daily life here in South Central Kansas as we know it...It's STILL going to be every bit as back water and backwards as it ever was...STILL twenty years behind the progress of other places in the country!

However, the question remains, just HOW much of that added money is actually going to go where it's needed- TO help the people in our community that NEED assistance from social services? Or are the city officials going to squander it all away on bullshit we don't need, or continue to drum away that money into the vast black hole that their delusional fantasies created in the creation of their little dream world where Wichita is THE tourist Destination? Please! There's NOT shit here! Nothing to drawn in the tourists, and God only knows that IF our city officials get their hands on any significant amount of money, it's going to be squandered away on stupid crap like that fancy light display near Meridian and Mc Lean....or fancying up the area near the river- like they did with the area near the Keeper of the Plains....or even that Arena down town we really DO NOT need! I'm really beginning to believe that our city and county government are on a mission to turn Wichita into a mecca for the rich man....and do all they can to isolate and hide away those of us that aren't affluent, and have money to squander on bullshit like that- Those of us that worry and fret over how we're going to meet our basic expendatures each month...rent, utilities, groceries, medical expenses, so on and so forth!

That REALLY burns my chocolate chip cookies! I mean really! They say they WANT to make Wichita a Tourist's wet dream to come true! Yet, on the other hand, they're completely blind OR Delusional to the reality of the fact, that there is really NOTHING here TO draw tourists in, what's more, until we can get THE kind of jobs and money drummed INTO the community to take care of MORE critical issues that in turn, get taken care of, and will place Wichita into a better position TO draw tourists in....- It's just a vicious cycle that's NOT going to stop until City and County Government get their heads out of their asses and smell the coffee, as it were! Because, as it stands now, they're just throwing tax dollars away into a vast, bottomless black hole...and they're foolish and delusional enough to call it progress! - But, I'm really NOT suprised! Considering that if one were to take into context and add it to the fact that we have a drunken, coke snorting, ignorant, inane cowardly jack ass in the Oval Office- One that isn't man enough to serve when his nation calls him- then depended upon Mommy and Daddy to help him evade his responsibility when called TO serve...yes, Bush...- and it just trickles down and worsens at each lesser level of government....State, City, and County...- I'm really beginning to think that Neo Con's lack the brains God gave Piss Ants! ( Not to mention the fact I question and have significant doubt as to the sanity and mental acuity of anyone that WOULD vote for a Neo- Con, or Republican Filth!) I mean, my God, and yes, this is a tired old argument- but, THINK about it, when Clinton left office, we had a surplus in our nation's coffers....Then that unmitigated Jack ass and his merry band of corrupt idiots and fools get voted in....and now, just look at how screwed up and messed over everything is! There are people going with out even the most simplest of basics, millions of people going with out much needed medical care...Every time Congress is in session more critically needed assistance is stripped away, and any and all tax relief only goes to the wealthiest...while they parasite it all away from those of us that have to rob Peter to pay Paul each month! - And they call THAT progress and growth? What a load of bullshit!

Then about the war, while I see the necessity of taking down Saddam Hussein and his little group of tyrannical crack pots....I still don't see the sense in draining our nation's military resources by being over there in Iraq. Let's face it, we STILL haven't taken Osama Bin Laden down, and we still haven't kicked the cowboy shit out of the Taliban to obliterate it...yet, here's Bush shipping us off to Iraq to fight over there....Then we have to face the daily details in the news about just how many MORE Americans that have lost their lives, and innocent blood shed because Bush just had to go to war with Iraq, when we hadn't finished cleaning house in Afghanistan! ( Okay, I totally get that Saddam needed a good ol' American Ass kicking..and he got it, in spades...Just like I totally get that there aren't any WMD's because he had them moved elsewhere so we wouldn't find them...However, what I find totally senseless is how our government and military is hell bent on making Iraq a democracy...It's NOT going to happen! Let's face it, the Sunni's and Shiites are dealing with invading forces- with the express intent to drive us out, so they can go back to their status quo- exterminating each other, and remaining loyal to their ancient feud and war amongst themselves....and, let's also face the reality that there's another tyrannical dictator in the wings to help get things under control in a way that they understand so they can continue to live as they always have. - Don't get me wrong, I'm NOT against America, our Military and all that it stands for.....But, I AM against our being tyrannical bullies forcing an ancient people to go against who and what they are...and utterly against senseless bloodshed that's happening over there- where our men and women are killed, and injured in a feud that is none of our business, and because that delusional jack ass in Washington thinks we can turn those people, their nation and ancient culture into a modern day democracy...That's not who and what they are! While it's NICE we care enough to want them to have that, we also have to face the reality that that isn't what their culture is, or how they live. They're NOT Americans, and they're culture isn't ours, and our culture isn't theirs! I'm sorry,but, I don't see any way in hell how Iraq is going to become the latest new kid on the block in terms of democracy or whatever. SO not going to happen...and it's senseless to shed American blood for the sake of a pipe dream and the delusional fantasy of a drunken coke snorting jack ass that lacks the brains god gave a piss ant!

I WILL tell you what I'm ALL for- and that is getting our miltary forces the hell OUT of Iraq, and safely home onto American soil. That's what I'm for! Then again, I'm also for seeing Bush get what he's got coming...treasonous sack of shit that he is!

Did I also mention that I am utterly livid that Bush almost practically pardoned Scooter Libby? What shit is that? He violated the law, and was sentenced as per the law! So, why is it then that he gets to walk almost literally scot free? That is SO wrong! Majorly wrong! The hypocrisy and double standard of it literally infuriates me! Cut and dried! Now, if you or I did the same things to break the law that Libby did, we'd get drawn and quartered or whatever- sentenced to the fullest extent of the law....but, not Scooter.....- Now, you're really going to think I've done lost my ever loving mind when I say this....The entire Scooter Libby thing is JUST as ludicrous as the entire Martha Stewart thing....Okay, I'm NOT a fan of Martha Stewart, period...- I understand that there are those that think ol' Martha is the cat's meow....Sorry, not THIS Kansas girl...( Then again Paula Deen can kick the cowboy shit out of Martha any day in terms of having it going on!! Then again, so could Rachael Ray, for that matter! ) .anyway....I see THAT for what it was....it was the Good Ol' Boy's club having a grand old temper tantrum over the fact that Martha proved that a woman can have damn good business sense, shatter the glass ceiling, and build herself one hell of a business empire...essentially rubbing their noses in their misogynist sexist bullshit....Okay, so what if Martha dabbled in a little inside trading...she had a hot tip that was in HER best interests to act upon to save herself a little money, and, perhaps bail herself out of a financially hellish hell holeif she had stayed in there. - Then there's Scooter....he violates the law, and almost literally gets away with it? Just because he's buddies, friends, and pals with Dick Cheney and President Bush? Uh huh....I see THAT for what it is! Sheer unmitigated bullshit....- Now, please don't take all that the wrong way- I was just using it as an example of how warped,twisted, sexist and corrupt Bush and Co are....Not to mention anal, petty, corrupt and slimier than a pile of dog shit with fleas on it!

I had an excellent laugh the other day! While I was at Michaels, I saw the Martha Stewart crafting stuff....well....let's just say, I wasn't any too impressed with it....and rather thought that it was equivalent to the stuff I see in the Scrapbooking section at the Dollar Tree near my house! What a joke! What I find astounding is that there are people idiotic and daft enough to shell out hard earned money for that crap just because it has Martha Stewart's name on it! Then again, I thought the stuff at the dollar store was a lot more nicer looking! Not to mention a lot more friendlier to one's wallet in contrast to the over priced junk Martha's hawking at Michaels! Me, being me, I thought what a joke...and there are people stupid enough to squander away their money on that crap, when they can get far nicer stuff for a dollar, if that's what they're into?! But, on the other hand, I was way happy to see that the Mary Engelbreit stuff in the dollar bins had multiplied- A LOT of cute stuff there, I thought...I might just have to make another trip out there, and get me some!! LOL..nah, I'd rather buy yarn at Michaels than that! Either way, I had one hell of a good laugh...and was pleased to see that my gut instinct, once again was right on the money! Yay me!!! (But, on the other hand, I wasn't any too impressed with Michael's west Yarn selection...talk about skimpy and lame!!! No wonder I prefer Hobby Lobby or Wal Mart for budget yarn and other knitting and crochet goodies!)

Oooh and I nearly forgot to go on about Harry Potter...I've read the last book in the series, and for those that haven't read it, I won't spoil it for you...let's just say that it was worth the bumpy ride and the wait to see how it all ended up...and I'm happy that Harry got his happy ending, and that Ron and Hermione lived to tell the tale and all that! Although, I can't help but wonder what Rowling is going to tackle next, and if it's going to be as gripping and a good a read as the Harry Potter series was!
So, now you know the rest of the story...and I'll try NOT to bitch,rant and rave about politics next time..I'm sure it's all boring you silly or whatever...

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

Procrastination....

A sure sign that you are the daughter of a Love male!!! LOL..sad but true. It's really weird,but, my Dad and all his brothers all tend to procrastinate! Even my Uncle Leonard!! LOL...Aunt Ann's told me ALL about his procrastination thing. Dad's the same exact way...

Okay, since you've last heard from me...I've been to Dr. Perry twice...okay, my Lexapro's been doubled, I'm now taking 15 units of Lantus a day, along with my Lassix being upped too...Anyway,t they also played vampire on me and drew blood...Nothing new there, other than the typical joys of being a Type 2 Diabetic! I look at it this way, at least I'm not the one in a locked down Alzheimer's/ Dementia Unit because I was foolish enough TO let MY blood glucose get SO out of control it drove me barmy...- not that I'm not already barmy...utterly besides the point, don't you think?

I'm really looking forward to not just the new Harry Potter book due out- which I pre-ordered today from Wallie World...Nope. I'm also very much looking forward to the family reunion the 21st.. Getting to see my Aunts, Uncles, Cousins...- Yeah, I'm really eagerly anticipating that...although, I kind of sort of hope that I have the new Harry Potter book to take along with me for the long ride to Moran with Dad,Uncle Allen, and Miss Betty! (But, then again, I'm also going to take a little needlework with me as well...(Knitting...or maybe some cotton to crochet dishcloths. Nah, knitting! I wanna play with the new yarn when it gets here!!!!)

Ooooh..and did I mention we've got a place here in town that has the BEST Fried Okra? Oh yeah..big time! I can deal with their okra being there, instead of my beloved Green Beans...Church's Fried Chicken on W. Pawnee, here in Wichita has the BEST fried Okra, let me tell you! That stuff is SO darn addictive...Yummo!! To heck with Taco Tico or Hua Xing!!!- Okay, maybe I don't like it well enough to give up Egg Rolls...Hm...and, I still haven't had my Starbuck's fix for the month...major bummer there, folks...Ah well, it's not like I need a big honking Venti sized Java chip frappucino...( Okay, I tried the white chocolate raspberry...it's better as hot coffee than a cold delectable treat that COULD send me into DEEP trouble with my Diabetes...hm...wonder if they have the banana kind like they had last summer? *drools*) I can make do just fine with the coffee based goodies I've got here at home...speaking of which, I need to pick up some Millstone Chocolate Velvet coffee...some more Caramel Syrup (Sugar free, of course..),and maybe some Suisse Mocha International Coffee stuff...) Hm...maybe, I'll go put me on a pot of coffee....sounds good to me....but, first, I think I'll have some bottled water,though.

To be honest, I thought the entire Wild West World thing was kinda cool, and I wanted to go check it out! But, like most everyone here in town, I was equally as shocked, when they announced yesterday, that they had gone bankrupt. But, on the other hand, the cynic and pragmatic part of me- the pessimist, if you will sort of had the gut feeling that it was a black hole sucking in money, and wouldn't last long...no matter how kitschy it really was...(Playing on the Wild West aspect of Wichita's history, as it were..)Damn it! I wanted to check out the Roller Coasters!!! I LOVE Roller Coasters! the more loopy loops, and other stomach churning stuff the more I like it! Hey, I'm the one that LOVED the Oriental Express, and that one roller coaster they had at Six Flags over Texas in 1985 or so..Judge Roy's Holler or something? Cool Roller Coaster! - I think I drove Dad insane when I was a kid...always wanting to ride the roller coaster at Joyland...thing was, Dad wasn't having any of me riding it alone. I guess he was afraid I'd fall out of the cart or whatever..Hm..wonder why if that was why Aunt Lou wouldn't let me anywhere near the Roller Coaster at Silver Dollar City when I was a kid? Tell you this much, though...I probably would've had MORE fun on the Roller Coaster than letting my cousins, Cindy, Sherry, and Joni drag me through that god damned Wierd House that made me SO sick, I puked up all over Uncle Leonard's car that time! ( I'm STILL amazed he didn't get utterly livid or hopping mad at me over that stunt...No thanks to my cousins..Love 'em, mind you...but, they should've known better- Roller Coasters are the ONLY way!!!) - but, tell you this as well...a Roller Coaster is NO big deal in contrast to Billy Newman dressed up like Satan himself....
scaring the cow patties out of a kid!!! (Ugh...it's STILL scary enough to make me shudder,although, it's been nearly 30 years..)

Ah well,as you can see it's boring on the Love end of it..but, boy oh boy is there news on the Shrewsbury front...for example, we now know more about Grand Dad Buren's family than we did initially...While I still think that Great Aunt Ruth was full of shit when she said we were part black...- that I refuse to believe! I think it's far more likely that we're very likely bastard spawn of Pleasants Lilly. I mean really. Ol' boy was really getting live with the honey in his day...between three wives he had TWENTY FIVE children?!?!?! Oh, and that's NOT including the fact that we now know who brought our family to America....one Jeremiah Solesbury/Shrewsbury....who in turn married Mary Elizabeth Clay...( Her family can be traced all the way back to the 1530's or so, in Wales...there was a Captain in there, as well as a dubbed Knight, as it were..) But, Pleasants seems like he was one heck of a peice of work...married to Delilah, and they had four boys...THEN he started fooling and bonin' two of Thomas Shrewsbury's daughters...Nancy Jane and Amelia ( Millie)....and between those two sisters they had twenty one kids...My Great Great Grandfather, William Edward Shrewsbury was the youngest of that tribe of rug rats! Not to mention the fact that Pleasant's father, Thomas Lilly was married to Rosanna Meador- whose father was tried for Treason durring the Revolutionary war for being a British/Tory Sympathizer. While it's nice knowing that about my blood family..the coolest part of it- well I think so, is the story that is handed down to those with Lilly in their blood and ancestory...-yes, me!!! Although, I was late IN hearing the story to begin with!

Apparently there were three brothers with the surname Lilly. ( Spelled Lillie in France.)...Obviously..they were French! But, how their family came TO be in France was this- the King at the time ordered a Joust. However, this knight in question, Sir Lillie, loved his country, and loved his fellow countrymen so much that he refused to comply with what the King demanded of him. SO, the King exiled him away and refused to lift the exile. So, the Knight, Sir Lillie settled in France. ( I don't know what year, or which monarchs were on the throne.) Anyway, that is whom these three brothers descended from. I don't know the other two brothers' names..but, the one brother was known in family lore as "John the Immigrant". Anyway, once they arrived upon American shores...One brother wanted to dine and experience America's finest, the other wanted to go west and partake of HIS part of the Gold....the last brother wanted to stay in the area and settle...The three brothers decided amongst themselves to slightly change the spelling of their names so that each other's yet to be born descendants would know which brother they descended from by the different spelling change in their last names- Lily, Lillie, and Lilly.

Now, OK...here's where our family's challenge lies...seeing as we're descended from Pleasants Lilly...we've now got to figure out, or prove WHICH of those original brothers that arrived from France in the 1670's? And, that may well prove in and of itself to be daunting if not interesting!

So, that's the latest here, in this neck of the woods...

Nita

I guess the new Harry Potter movie is out..well, I think I'll wait until it comes out on DVD, then I'll get it and watch it here at home. I just don't see any sense in going through all the BS it would take to go to the movies to see it- especially with as high priced as everything is these days...

Saturday, June 23, 2007

Update....

Okay, so, I totally suck at daily posting..then again, there isn't much to tell,sometimes on a daily basis...

Yesterday, I went to my Doctor's appointment..and well, it was good and bad...good, in so far as I've got scripts yet to be filled to take care of a pesky little problem I've had jumping the past couple days...( Infection..and it HURTS like hell, by the way!) -the downside is that my doctor increased my Insulin...( Yes, I'm Type 2 Diabetic, and also take insulin in addition to oral meds to help control my Diabetes...SO, that means I take 10 mg of Glipizide and 2000 mg of Metformin every day, along with now, 15 units of Insulin...Lantus...)

For those of you that don't know much about insulin, Lantus is a basal, slow acting Insulin, meaning that it takes a longer time to be active and effective in my system. ( I THINK the website said 4 hours is the average time..) Okay, then the next thing to consider about it is that it's "Peakless", and is the ONLY insulin approved by the good ol FDA to be taken once a day, every 24 hours...- So basically it helps support and add to what the oral meds are doing to help keep my blood glucose levels down to a safer, far more preferred level. - I'll just say this about it, It's no where near as bad as I thought having to give myself injections and all that...- In fact it's A LOT easier than the other,newer method which my medical card doesn't cover...So, I'm more than okay with it...( My point is why make it more difficult and more expensive than it needs to be...for example for the pen device and insulin cartridges that go with it, it's over $150 a month doing it that way...with the way I'm doing it, it's like $85 for the Insulin,plus the $16 for the syringes- and that box of syringes lasts me three months!- So, basically $90 a month to keep me in insulin...) Then Dr. Perry doubled my Lexapro dosage...and boy is THAT a doozy...I fall asleep A LOT quicker than I did taking just the 10 mg- when it WAS working, that is...

There really hasn't been anything interesting in the local news lately...other than the really obnoxious carrying on and whining from those that are against Sedgwick County, and Wichita getting a casino..- Frankly, I'm for it..given just HOW bad the economic situation is here, and the fact that Jobs are crtitically needed...- I'll be honest,though, I was really concerned that the city or county were going to put the Casino in the down town area....- due to the concerns over crime, gang activity and maybe the mafia muscling in on my home town! - It's bad enough, that already there have been seventeen homicides SO far here,alone! But, on the other hand, I kinda sorta like the idea of them toying with putting the casino out at the Colliseum...( Which is way out north of town, and virtually out in the boonies...)- While I'm against the new arena they are in the process of trying to get built down town, maybe with the casino being where the colliseum is, might be a good thing, after all...- But, hey, I'm all for the possibility of my hometown having more employment opportunities than there is...given how many people are applying for assistance through social services and the like...something had to give! (I just hope that it has SOME ecomonic impact, with minimal problems with crime and the like...)

Tell you this,though, I'm equally as disgusted, irked and incensed with city and county government...okay, maybe Dad was right- there wasn't anyone to vote for in the last election...Sometimes Dad DOES have a good point every now and then....But,then again, so do I!- okay, While I'm decidedly Pro- Life for the most part...sometimes there is a MEDICAL reason that Abortion is available...Just as there's a VERY good reason there are medical services for young women and girls if they need it...however, Phil Kline's male chauvanistic, tyrannical, misogyny is doing far MORE damage than good, and it's VERY hypocritical! - To lower the boom on girls and young women to induce extreme fear of getting medical help if they need it for Gynecology reasons..what ever they may be is only placing them in harms way- if they attempt TO get the help they need, they COULD be arrested for having sex while a minor....yet, Kline didn't see fit to place anything into law that would place males in the same situation...- The good old, evil double standard and hypocrisy of Misogyny, and male Chauvanistic stupidity! - Oh, then all this mess about how he's attacking Dr. Tiller, the baby murdering sack of feces...okay,fine- in a sense it's a GOOD thing...after all the man IS butchering innocent babies, and destroying women's lives with his murderous ways and practices! (And, making a financial killing while he's at it,too, apparently..) - Personally, I think it's irreprehensible that he's doing late term abortions, let alone any abortion at all...- but, that's me personally...However,on the other hand, I don't think it's right that there are women selfish enough to murder their own flesh and blood because that baby would be an inconvenience to them...or they're using abortion as a means of birth control...THOSE are the kind that I wish to all that's holy and sacred COULD be arrested and tried for first degree murder of their own children! (And, any children they have after they murder the first one SHOULD be taken away from them, as they are a danger to themselves AND the children in question... TOTALLY unfit TO be a parent if they can kill their own child while still in the womb!) But, then again, this is a corrupt, sick society that allows such savagery to take place, and then justifies and excuses the lies told TO make abortion 'okay' and 'acceptable'....- My point is that if those children were allowed to be carried to term and put up for adoption, then maybe we wouldn't have such a shortage of adoptable babies in this country...- But, Kline totally makes my blood boil with his stupidity...Personally, I'm SO glad that he got his butt booted out of the State's Attorney General's office....(Then again, the only really GOOD thing he DID get accomplished while in office was helping to take down BTK..- but, that's just MY opinion!) - But, on the other hand, so far, I'm REALLY impressed with the new Attorney General we've got..Mr. Morrison...I don't think I've EVER seen an Attorney General in the state of Kansas actually prosecute a case while in office- like he's doing with the Jody Sanderholm case...- So, that,in and of itself is totally cool! ( From what I've seen in the local news when they covered Thurber's last appearance- to determin probable cause to hold him over for trial, Mr. Morrison totally played hard ball, and played to win...) While I may be just a High School Graduate, it seems to me that IF The State's Attorney General prosecutes a murder case not long after he gets into office says something about how bad the crime was FOR him to come down from Topeka and take on the case, helping the district attorney in the jurisdiction where it happened!!!! - It also tells me that it's a very real possibility that Thurber may well be running scared- but, I doubt it...he looked awfully cocky and arrogant to me..and those tears? Ha! crocodile tears...IF he IS sorry, he's only sorry he got caught...- and, I can't imagine how it feels for the Sanderholms to know that THE state's attorney is helping nail the foul sack of excrement that did what he did to their daughter,either... I just can't help but hurt for that family after what they're suffering through...I can't imagine what THAT has to feel like...and I really can't blame them for walking out of court,either...it has to be positively hellish to be in the same room with the foul monster that snuffed out that girl's life....- I just hope that they go for and get the death penalty for Thurber...Other than BTK and the Carr's,I can't think of anyone else that deserves it more...well, except for Scott Peterson....but, that's California, NOT Kansas!!!

Nita

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Daily Check In...

There's really not anything new to report or blab about, in terms of being interesting in the blog world...It was just another one of those days where I felt totally wretched...and the damn Lexapro isn't working worth a tinker's damn....For the past couple weeks, I haven't been sleeping well..in fact, I've been battling with light headed ness, and getting dizzy when I stand up..Let's just say that if I don't have something to grab onto, Chances are I'm going to fall on my rear and..ugh...Not too sure which is worse- Not being able to sleep, the moody, cranky aspect of my nature making me hell on wheels to deal with isn't helping...then you throw in the fact that for the most part,I just want to be left alone...and the rest of it- how it was BEFORE Lexapro initially started lining my butt out and leveling out my mood swings and working wonders against the clinical depression thing I've got going...The really bad part of it is when I CAN sleep...I have these really bad nightmares...horrific ones...that scare the living hell out of me! I'd say probably in the past week, I've woken myself up screaming bloody murder about someone hurting Dad, fighting,cussing and kicking in my sleep trying to fight these people off Dad...( I don't know WHO these people are...but, in my nightmares, they're hurting my Dad...and it just sets me off!) - I guess I'm going to have to talk to Dr.Perry about it, I guess...Something has to give...( And, that doesn't include the fact that even WITH the Lantus Dr.Perry added a couple months ago, my blood sugar levels bounce around between 120 to 300 or so...- All I know is that I feel nearly as wretched as I did prior to being diagnosed with Diabetes in January of 2004...)

Then there's the entire political thing that gets my dander up....I was SO disgusted and nauseated over the big deal our local media has been oogling over due to President Bush coming to town last Friday! Ugh! I mean really, how can they think that's SUCH a good thing....when that foul, inept, crooked sack of feces has done SO much damage to our nation, and his bullshit is WHY there are SO many people applying for assistance through the social services agencies...- Then the entire war thing...Don't get me wrong, I have every bit of respect and reverence for those that sacrifice their lives to serve our nation in the military...I respect and commend them! However, I STILL see red over the fact that Bush and Co. has sent our armed forces into Iraq..okay fine, Maybe Saddam needed to be taken down, and cut down to size....BUT- the thing is why couldn't THAT have been completed and taken care of the FIRST time we were over in Iraq in 91? - And,just where on God's Green Earth are all the WMD's they were screaming about when Bush decided we were going to do a pre-emptive strike on Iraq? I don't know about you- I haven't seen hide nor hair of ANY WMD's!! But, on the other hand, we had and have EVERY darn right to have gone to war with the Taliban and Afghanistan....speaking of which, when is someone going to get off their dead ass and go nail Bin Laden to a tree by the balls with rusty nails, for God's sake??

Okay, now for the Anna Nicole Smith thing....I don't know IF there's any evidence that 's going to be weighty or significant enough TO place the blame or legal culpability upon that Stern guy or not..Frankly, I'm waiting to see what is revealed in the inquest into Daniel Smith's death in the Bahamas...Until then, I'm not pointing my finger at the guy....

But, all the same, it's sad and a sorry turn of events that Daniel Smith died just three days after his little sister, Dannielynn was born... While I was never particularly a fan of Anna Nicole's...I DID feel sorry for her, due to the untimely loss of her twenty year old son...(That's way TOO young to die!) When it came out that she had died, I was shocked...and initially, I was swept away with all the hysterics and histronics...pointing fingers and the like... But, quite honestly, I NEVER was too impressed with Vergie Arthur... I'm sorry,but, NO Decent,loving mother would get on national TV with the express reasons of showing her ass, castigating,belitting, and condemning her own daughter the way she did....- and, frankly, I can't blame Anna for her venom filled confrontation shown on ET...Virgie had THAT coming- big time!

(Then to turn around and make money off wallering around on that boy's grave, wallering like a mama sow in her pig pin...ugh....It was enough to turn MY stomach! Tell you this, though! When my cousin Brad died, his grandparents, my aunt Mattie, and Uncle Junior didn't do anything like that! At least they had enough class and dignity NOT to behave in such a trashy manner, THEN have the unmitigated gall to make money off of it?! It's nauseating!!)

Then you add in the lie packed testimony that woman gave in that court room in Florida...- Hell, that woman didn't even have the consideration or even care that the object of the hearing was to get Anna buried ASAP... ALL that fat bitch cared about was getting her way....and stopping at nothing until she got it! Well, I guess HKS, Birkhead, and that Guardian Ad Litem guy showed her! (Then again, so did the Judges in the Bahamas!!)

Oh, then the entire custody thing! I STILL don't get or see where Virgie thought that if she could keep that baby in the Bahamas would insure she would get custody, hence her hands on any money or assets that baby MAY inherit from her Mother's estate...it sure seemed to me that Virgie didn't want that baby- didn't give a damn about that beautiful child- the bitch just wanted the money!

Naturally, I was happy that Larry Birkhead was found due to DNA to be that cute little one's Daddy...and, it looks to me that he's got his heart out after what's best for little Dannielynn... And, on the other hand, it sure looks like little tiny is wild for her Daddy, too! (I swear, each time she shows up in the media, she just keeps on getting cuter and cuter....Larry MUST be doing something right, I Think!) I hate to say something as harsh as this, but, when it came out in the media that the Judges in the Bahamas weren't any too impressed with Virgie's obstructing the process of the case, and making her rather inane demands to the extent that they fined her $3000!!! I thought it was utterly comical how they handed her ass back to her on a plastic, salvation army red shield reject platter!!!

(Frankly I think she also should've been slapped with damages, too- being forced to pay for Larry's having to stay in the bahamas longer, adding more onto his legal bills TO fight for his child...- Then again, I also think it would be utterly fair if there was a ruling in place that completely shut down her bid, and attempts at trying to gain control, OR custody of Dannielynn...- Just look at how the disasterous effect that woman had on her daughter...and in turn her Grandson? I know I'm not that little girl's parent or anything, and my opinion doesn't matter...but, still, it's quite obvious that Virgie doesn't have good intent where that baby girl is concerned!)

Anyway, I'm waiting to hear what the latest in the court room battles in that bring out next...LOL...until then, I think I'll just go and crochet!!

Monday, June 18, 2007

Inaugural Post...

This is the new blog, to replace my old blog...Anyway, I can't promise I'll stick to any one subject matter...after all, life doesn't revolve around just one subject matter or person...there's SO many diverse opinions, and SO many things that keep people interested to stave of boredom..at least I find that to be true...

In some ways, you'll find me to be a stick in the mud, and very traditional and conservative..

In others I'm SO liberal- that to some, I may be percieved as off the wall, insane, or even- God- I HATE this one- a freakin' commie or Socialist...

Then again there are other views and opinions I hold that are down right offensive, and frankly, I Don't care WHO I offend when it comes to those...

Anyway, drop in whenever you feel like it..and be suprised...it's probably going to be a wild,bumpy ride....